Those last three days were amazing. We partied, we wrote, I got a beautiful tattoo of a lotus flower on my right upper arm, and then it was time to say goodbye. There were four of us left in the house on Sunday night and it was eerie. I could feel the ghosts of so many amazing people. I walked around the house and rewound the fun, laughter, tears, and every emotion I could muster. Part of me was so glad to have experienced it and part of me was so sad that it was over. There was a lot of love flowing through that house and I reveled in it every day. What an amazing gift.
I got home late Monday night and was totally exhausted. There was a sense of frustration that I had to return to my every day grind, but I also held close the excitement that a new journey awaited me.
I'm finally going home, back to Clearwater, back to the place I've been happiest in. It's been three years coming and though circumstances have not changed that make it a bit of a rough trek ahead, I don't mind. It will all work itself out and that makes me happy.
There are many things that have come to the surface that I have to work through, but I can deal with all of it, because I'm coming into my own now. The tides are turning at last.
I got home late Monday night and was totally exhausted. There was a sense of frustration that I had to return to my every day grind, but I also held close the excitement that a new journey awaited me.
I'm finally going home, back to Clearwater, back to the place I've been happiest in. It's been three years coming and though circumstances have not changed that make it a bit of a rough trek ahead, I don't mind. It will all work itself out and that makes me happy.
There are many things that have come to the surface that I have to work through, but I can deal with all of it, because I'm coming into my own now. The tides are turning at last.
