So I'm sitting here at work not wanting to be here. I am feeling such a wide range of emotions right now...must be that time of year. Truthfully, I'm thinking about how I want the new year to evolve for me and what I have to do to make that happen. I am definately in the planning stages for 2008. I'm leaving a lot of things behind in 2007 and it's truly about time I do that. I've said some goodbyes, met some new and amazing people, fallen in love, prepared myself for some farewells, and re-established some old friendships.
The highlight of my year was most definately the publishing of my book, Manifesto of a Menopausal Woman. It's been slow going, but I am attributing that to the time of year. As the new year comes in with a bang, my primary focus will be on marketing my book and getting it out to the public. I'm in the process of laying out the new projects I'm planning and will likely be working on several at the same time. I know if I try to focus on just one project, the boredom will surely set in.
I did receive some very exciting news last night that has me flitting about today. I've often mentioned a man that has created such a profound change in my life that I still have a hard time grasping it. I haven't seen him since April of this year and it seems he might be able to arrange a visit in January. I'm on the edge of my seat. I really want to spend some time with him and catch up on the past 8 months. I remember how energized and reviatilezed I felt after our meeting in April. It was a rebirth of sorts. Now I'm at the point where I crave his presence to help me digest the changes that have taken place and figure out what to do and where to go next.
Another issue that has been niggling at me is the desire to move or travel. I love it here in PH and coming back after the fiasco of Gainesville has been one of the best decisions I've made. However, I really feel the need to be somewhere else to further feed my spirit. I'm not sure about the traveling right now, but I do need a change, a new place, with new people and new experiences. Now that my children are grown and I have the freedom to explore being on my own, I revel in the idea that the time is drawing near.
Time will tell...
Time will tell...
